I felt like a fraud.
Here I was, guiding others to better health, while privately struggling with my own mysterious decline. I tried everything in my substantial holistic toolkit - elimination diets, herbal protocols, meditation, energy work, advanced supplements - but the relief was always partial or temporary.
I needed an answer that addressed the root cause, not just another band-aid approach to managing symptoms.
I needed to understand what was really happening in my body, beyond the surface-level explanations I'd been given.
And believe me, after 20 years in holistic health, I'd explored every avenue I knew of... but my body continued to struggle.
I began to worry that perhaps something serious was developing that even my holistic approach couldn't address.
The constant fatigue and discomfort had gradually stolen my joy and limited my life.
My family had become used to my need to "recharge" instead of participating in activities.
My practice was thriving, but I often needed to rest between client sessions.
But I refused to accept this diminished version of living as my new normal.
Fortunately, at an international wellness conference I was speaking at, I encountered a pioneering environmental medicine researcher who noticed my wincing as I stood up after sitting through a presentation.
"Classic toxin-related discomfort pattern," she commented quietly.
When I looked surprised, she continued: "The sitting position compresses tissues where toxins accumulate, then standing releases them back into circulation. It creates that characteristic stiffness and discomfort pattern."
I was intrigued. 
I understood that environmental toxins were problematic, of course… but I thought my clean living practices had largely protected me.
She smiled knowingly. "That's what most health practitioners think. But the research is clear: we're all exposed to unprecedented levels of environmental toxins. 
Since World War II, approximately 80,000 new synthetic chemicals have been introduced into our environment. They're in our water, food, air, homes, and workplaces – and our bodies simply weren't designed to process this toxic onslaught."
"But I eat organic," I protested. "I use natural products. I filter my water."
"Those measures help reduce new exposures," she acknowledged, "but they do nothing to address the decades of accumulated toxins already stored in your body's tissues. Studies show that even newborn babies today are born with hundreds of industrial chemicals already in their systems, inherited from their mothers."
She explained how these stored toxins – heavy metals, pesticides, plastics, petroleum derivatives – gradually disrupt cellular function, interfere with energy production, trigger chronic inflammation, and confuse the immune system.
"Think of it as a toxic cup that's been slowly filling throughout your lifetime," she explained. "Now it's overflowing, and that's why you're experiencing these symptoms that seem to have no clear cause."
This explained why so many people – including my clients and myself – were experiencing similar mysterious health issues despite doing "everything right" from a holistic perspective. We weren't addressing the accumulated toxins already stored in our bodies.
Then she showed me something that would transform my understanding of health recovery...